Listening to the birds chirp, burnin my blunt down. Life is good and I am content in this moment. Peace.
Yes, but will screaming at my characters make them run faster?
I find comfort in myself and my friends
I’ve ran into many OLD friends lately and have been getting good vibes from them so I will continue. It’s good to know I have legit friends who will do anything for me or help me out in any way possible. Honestly it feels amazing. Living day to day and finding happiness in the small things. My friends kid is absolutely hilarious just like him. It makes my heart smile knowing that he is actually there for his kid as a father (his dad wasn’t around when he was growing up either). He told me he spoils the hell out of his son. Haha. That’s how I will be with my kid(s). This has turned into a rant/vent. Oh well. Speaking of fathers - my friend Chris’s dad, David, was telling me how much I meant to their family and offered to perform a Native American ritual/ceremony where he would adopt me and I would become his son which would also make me a member of the Southern Cherokee tribe. He is now a Chief of the tribe - which is pretty awesome if you ask me… I’m looking forward to that ceremony! Gonna continue gardening, landscaping, writing and playing basketball to keep myself busy and content. Til next time…. Peace and hair grease.
… and even though you somehow hate me overnight
my heart still skips a beat every time I think about you. I do love you. Sincerely and from the bottom of my heart, you mean the world to me. Just wish you felt the same for me. I’m a great guy - I didn’t do anything terribly wrong to you. Took up for you, fought for you, cried for you, lied for you (which is out of my character). Did everything I was supposed to do. All I want to know is that after I fought so hard - WE fought so hard - why give up so easily and push me away to the point where it feels as if you have an intense hatred for me?